I LOVE U SLIPKNOT

Big UPdate...FOR THOSE who don't know....

Sat, 06 Jun 2009 04:43:58 GMT

I was so dumb. My god most of you should hit me. anyways I don't have a lot of time to give you this big update.

I changed jobs and changed the way I was running with my life. Corey bullshit got really old, so in June 2008 I left him and started my life for the better with someone I meant at work. His name is Mikael, Mik for short. I love him so much he is everything I was looking for and at the sametime I didn't want. what I mean by that is that I always wanted someone that would treat me good and Mik is a sweet but as I was looking for someone to treat me good I was looking in the wrong places. Corey still love me and miss' me I hear from him now and then. Don't really care.

Ohh, I am having a kid. broke my ex Dan's heart that I am having a kid with someone else but then again it should I gave him more then one try to get back with me. I'll have to post a pix when I have my lil one. anyways

Later
Cher

So You Want To Know What Is Going On With Cherie?

Tue, 20 May 2008 07:06:27 GMT

Hey everyone sorry I have not been on here. I have been really to busy and also forgetting that I have this account. I even forgot the password.

Corey and I are still together. I can't believe that we are still together. His still being a dick to me. I was reading the post I have done and the comments that I have been getting. And thank you for caring.

I really need to fine out who I am and IF I want to stay with someone who gets a kick from hurtting me.

I have pushed away every guy who hits on me or wants to get with me. And still I keep feeling that "dream" guy I look for my have pasted or Corey is it.

While if he doesn't start asap showing me that he fucking love me and doesn't want me out of his life.
I'm not going to leave him.

If I would leave him. I would take time for my self and then I would try this again.

I don't know if this is right or even normal but I find my self still hating girls that Corey has hit on or even wanted him.
I'm doing the "mine!" thing. I hate Kara and Jeni with a passion.

Well I am going to go on a patrol and think of what I am going to do.
Corey knows he on thin ice. I told him.
I am not taking anymore s**T. no more calling me a S*ut,saying fu or telling me to F&CK ()ff.

why do men lie!

Sun, 02 Mar 2008 10:31:09 GMT

Corey and I are doing really bad right now because I am sure he is fucking around on me. I know he is flirtting online aka Facebook. I know he is hitting on this girl named Ashley that he work with and my heart is breaking everyday that he dose that. I feel like shit and I can't eat or sleep. I know I am pretty and I know there is alot of guys out there that want to be with me but all I want is Corey. I feel like Corey doesn't want to be with me, going on how he acts with me. but when I am in my bed trying to sleep, All I keep crying about is that Corey lyed to me and he never really loved me. What did I do or Say that maded him want to flirt with other girls, or posbily f*ck them. My heart is hurtting from all the over working it is doing. **sign Cherie needs a hug**

UpDate....

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 09:30:04 GMT

Hey everyone!!! Long time on entire.lol anyways I thought I would give everyone a update. I am seeing Corey Oko now and have been since Jan.6,2007. We both had our up's and down. but we are still together and In love with each. I am working at Garda security now and kinda loving it. Like my relationship with Corey and anyother male for that madder...I have my ups and downs. I am once again a workaochlic and been trying my best to use up all my free time. I have not been getting very good sleep. or real any sleep. I only have my cell phone now. I am about 6,000 in the whole and if not less buy now. I am going to try to do my best to work my ass off and get all the Overtime I can. I would like to make (clear) 900.00 a pay cheque if not 800.00 I would love that! I have one of my old friends living with me he is buying is own food and paying helf of the rent. I am hoping that it will help me in the long run. so I don't have to get a 3ed job. I don't really see any of my "friends" or see my family. I am getting to the point were I don't care to anymore. My Car is...well I don't want to do there. I guess only one word for my car "Drama." or "Money-pit". But it is a car. so I arn't going to complain. I am losing my car because I got too many speeding ticket...actually because I never paid them. Now I have to pay them...HA! GO KARMA! anyways other then that I have been pretty good. If anyone of you guys out there want to Chat to me once again you can Via Facebook...Or Hotmail me. Or if you want to try call me. I would be more then happy to talk to you guys. anyway good bye!

I have no family and no friends

Fri, 02 Nov 2007 02:47:27 GMT

I am so unhappy with my fucking life. I have no friends. My mother hates me. My father has and still doesn't want me in his life. I have no one to go to. Corey is there but not at the same time. I hate my fucking life. I feel like a peace of shit and the one thing I have is Yaz. and he doesn't even let me hold him most of the time. I am so fucking far in debt and I don't see my self getting out of it. Christmas and my Birthday is going to suck. My mother did want to go out on the 3ed for everyones birthday. I don't want to go. I feel like she hates me. She can't stop telling me how I am a waste of space. she makes me want to kill my self. I wish he would stop doing that to me.

I am back

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 09:05:28 GMT

I feel safer writing on here then I do on my face Book. I have my ex/boyfriend on there. I still don't know what is going on with everything. I actually have been doing kinda good with keeping a lot of things in(shut up sean ) anyways I got told off. for once I have someone I am still kinda dating actually telling me what I am doing wrong and what is pissing him off. AND also telling me what I can do. so I am doing so. so if you don't hear or see from me in the next month or so. I am okay and I still care about you all.
:) I am think of just coming on here once a month to up date you. I am going to me working on changing my thinking patten.

love you all
Cher

to the ppl that knew me

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 06:27:21 GMT

good bye. forever

Just so you all know...

Fri, 09 Mar 2007 00:29:19 GMT

Hey so I got told by one of my good friends today that some of my other friends are blaming my new boyfriend for the way I have been.

I am just sick and tired of being used. Of having friends who don't call. And don't care about me.

so if I didn't give you my new number...there one or two reasons for this one. you don't care, so I don't want you in my life. or two I just haven't got to you yet.

I told you all that I was going to do this. and I am happy that I have gotten this back bone. I know you guys will not like it but oh well.

later

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 19:23:37 GMT

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Just For You To Know....

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 17:38:03 GMT

Just For you to know I am mad at some of you out there. I haven't talk to you because I have nothing to say to you or you have pissed me off to the point were you are not my friend anymore. I have one guy I am pointing that to know. The rest of you I have been to busy to chat to you guys. lol Kauz and Sean know what I mean. This is my point if you can't make time for me when I have made time for you and on top of that gone out of my way to call you, then fuck you! You are not my friend anymore and I don't really want to talk to you anymore!!!

Cher

Dispatch Sucks

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 00:33:16 GMT

My only reason for not liking Dispatch is that my 2 friends that work for OBO Security with me. Don't talk to me anymore....actually the is only 4 people I have talk to on the phone in the past week. 1) My Boyfriend 2)Sean 3) My roommate 4) And whoever is checking with me.

man that is sad....

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 00:28:09 GMT

Hey so this is fucked. I sm to be on a date with my boyfriend. the game is on and I am getting the feeling of unhappiness and like I am a toy again. Mind you I think it is all in my head but is because I know better. I am listing to music and not paying any kind of attention to him. Why should I? He doesn't with me. I haven't seen him in a fucking week and all he want to do is watch the game and drink. Yes, I should only care that I get to him and be happy that he is around BUT I want to do something with him. and for once I wouldn't like to hang out with him and not having him drinking. *sigh!* But I am just bitching but that is what a blog is for. I don't think I am going to see him for a long time....well see. I kinda want to be alone right now.

Thinking about it. I am sure some of the things he could bitch to me about is me always on the computer or playing with my MP3 player.(the new mp3)

In his words "Whatever Fuck!"
p.s.-I miss Gerry and I know now that Gerry won't have me back.....I asked :(

The New Rules...ughhh...

Sat, 13 Jan 2007 03:27:47 GMT

So here is the new rules that I was give from the new boyfriend.
1) I can only flirt with him. So not calling anyone dear,hun,love,babe, sexy and so on.
2) No other man it to touch me. sorry Jay you can't grab my ass anymore
3) I am not to smack my friends ass anymore.
4) I am not have a dirty mouth anymore. I am to watch what I say and think before I say something.( according to him some of the things I say are "shut" and "whore" like. "I don't want a shut or a whore, I want a girlfriend." he said to me one the phone)

mmmm I don't think he has anyother problems with me....

hahaha Good thing I don't see him a lot. and I won't hehehe

Go Work! :)

worked it out....

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 05:14:12 GMT

So I met up with my Boyfriend. Who wasn't happy with me and didn't even want to talk to me. But after explaning why I need time to my self....so now corey is going out for a beer with kara...here is were the trust comes.This fucking sucks

What Kind of Roommate Are You?

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 20:57:43 GMT

Roomie From Heaven

When it comes to doing household duties, you pitch in when the need arises without waiting to be asked. You rarely have parties or invite the gang over without consulting your roomie; as a respectiful space-sharer, it's the least you can do.

You always secure approval before using your roomie's things. In money matters, you take initiative when registering bills in your name and pay communal bills before you incur collective late fines. You lay down the law when you have to, but are exceedingly diplomatic and manage to smooth over potential powderkegs before full-fledged fights break out.

In short, you are an agreeable, hygienic, communicative, motivated, emotionally intelligent roommate who will get along with many types of people that you may find yourself sharing a place you call home with for a period of time during your life.

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 19:11:41 GMT

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Sat, 06 Jan 2007 18:34:18 GMT

What If:
1. I died:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. You found out I was married:
5. I told u i was madly in love with you:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I refused to leave my home:
8. I got naked in front of you:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:

WOULD YOU
13. Help me hide a body?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Have sex with me?
18. Try to solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?

HAVE YOU EVER
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?

AND MORE
27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe me in three words:
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
35. How well do you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to ask me something ,but didn't?
38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?

Answer to Phoebes420 Questions

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 18:33:24 GMT

What If:
1. I died: I would missed
2. I kissed you: I would be in shock
3. I lived next door to you: that is fine to me
4. You found out I was married: shock and wished you luck
5. I told u i was madly in love with you: SHOCK again
6. I was hospitalized: sad and want to know why and what happened?
7. I refused to leave my home: It's you. You would come out sooner or later
8. I got naked in front of you: Shock and again(is my bf there because I would cover his eyes.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY
9. Personality:Fun
10. Eyes:nice
11. Hair:sweet
12. Family:mmm dont really know them

WOULD YOU
13. Help me hide a body?-----who's body?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand? sure
16. Have sex with me? mmm no
18. Try to solve my problems? Tryed that..I am not good att it
19. Love me? I do but know it that way
20. Date me? nope sorry dear

HAVE YOU EVER
21. Lied to make me feel better? mmm so I don't want to lie to you
22. Wanted to kiss me? no
23. Wanted to kill me? nope
24. Broke my heart? nope
25. Kept something important from me? yes...I have
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying? Nope..your fun

AND MORE
27. Who are you? Cherie
28. Are we friends? i F****n* hope so
29. When and how did we meet? Travis...i don't when thou
30. Describe me in three words: Fun, Great and sexy
31. What was your first impression? that ur nice
32. Do you still think that way about me now? yes...but i know now that u do have a b*itc* side
33. What reminds you of me?sorry to say this travis
34. If you could give me anything, what would it be? honor
35. How well do you know me? mmm i thought i answer this travis
36. When's the last time you saw me? months ago
37. Ever wanted to ask me something ,but didn't?yes
38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you? yes

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Sat, 06 Jan 2007 17:04:13 GMT

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I have moved on....

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 16:34:50 GMT

So most of you have lost touch with me(servant_o_foamy you know everything about me so there is no point for you to read this) I know lexar_zeal1 would say other wise and maybe also eggplantofdoom but I haven't really talk to either one of you too in sometime. I am still a little mad at lexar_zeal1 for call my cell on new year day and not wishing me a happy new and wanting to talk to someone else. but that is the past. And we all know how lexar_zeal1 can be. And I can be the same way. but back to the point or the thing I wanted to talk about. Which the fact I moved on. I am no longer thing about my ex Chris or missing him. I have a new man. I know some of you would say "Oh it's Gerry" well it is not Gerry Mandy. It's Corey Oko. I meet him at work when I was working at the Grace hospital. He is every sweet to me But something I leaned from being with Chris was they will be nice at frist then they will run or they will be all mean and rude to me later. I am very scared to get Hear by him or anyone. But I also know that is nothing I can do about that. If we hurt each other then we hurt each other....Well I am at work and I just lost what I wanted to say so...I'll post a nice pix of us later.

Freak out and lost....

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 23:08:37 GMT

I know I am going to get losts of jokes or people wondering why would I do this or that....But not everything is that easy. I am a shy person when it come down to it. I don't want to say anything to hurt someone or get them mad. I get that from my father always yelling at me. I get him mad, he yell then start hitting. I have been hit way to many times that it has made me scared that I will get hit again.
anyways on the type at hand....

If you have been reading what I have wrote on here, On my myspace(www.myspace.com/cheriefiola) and on my window live (http://pals4life.spaces.live.com/) then you know about my sex monkey friend...thing on the months. And you know on how I have been feeling like he doesn't really want me.
This friday/saturday....it was like 230 am saturday...hehe anyways he onces again blow me out of the water. he was all cuddy fuzzy...I was kinda scared. we was gabbing my butt and goofing around with me. it was like he actually am missing me and wanting me.
but I know if that was the case he would be still going on lava and meeting people. but he has that right. as you can tell I am very lost with everything.

It dosen't help that my sex monkey looking like on of my good friends in the dark, when he is on top of me( you know how you are) and I have almost yelled out my friends name and my ex Chris' name. NOT a good thing.

I am so lost.
I would love to know if him and I are going to be more then "Good sex buddys" or if I am wasting my time.
If I should be with my good friend and my pisses off my female friend.

Got to go eat...
later
Cher

I think the sex monkey is falling for me....

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 00:29:13 GMT

So I spend last night with my sex monkey and yes we had sex. but he was more cuddly and cute. well I guess he was being playful with me. He seemed like he is actually falling for me now. I will write them more now.

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 17:30:18 GMT

This is the update

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 23:55:53 GMT

So this I guess my update. So for those of you who actually care about me and would like to know what I have been up to. well after Chris Barrett dropped me. I went even more crazy. I thought about moving to the states and running about from the pain. But more then one friends of mine pointed out to me that I have to be strong and that the pain I feel will not go away just because I got out of winnipeg. I have been alone. I have dated 2 other guys. They didn't last to long. Now I am a relationship were we are together but Not at the same time. I call it "Free Bird relationship". I like him but I don't think we are meant to be. I am living on my own and not in my mother's. I have been working my ass off, and I don't un-stand how I got to be the person everyone calls to work for them. I am hoping I get a new job. I know most of you know that the number 1 person in my life is my Grandmother and I also know that most of you saw me and how I was after my ex Chris broke it off. I was a...sad...crazy like sad. I became a unhappy person again and I went back to trying to kill myself. Ya the end of the world bull shit. so you all know how drama like I can be. I am sure I have said this to all of you when I was in my sad state. "If you think I am being crazy now wait until my grandmother go's" so my Grandmother has been in the hospital 2 times since May. I have had 10 panic attacks since january 2006. 3 Break downs and I have a problem with my liver now and I am more crazy then I was before. I have learned that I am going to be alone and that noone everyone wants me around. I also learned that I have to let things go; The death of my only child, My Father telling me that he wished that I was never born and that he never wanted to see me again.(for the 2nd time), My mother getting cancer and My fear of losing my beloved Grandmother, the whole Adam thing, My parents devious and at the same time my Grandfather dying and death from Cancer. Oh I almost for got the Cherry, the Chris Barrett relationship. Ya love sucks. ya so you can see how fucked up I have become.But I am still alive and trying to get my life together. I had 1/3 of my right wrist removed. and my health has been going down. I am sure if I don't move on and keep up the way I have been, I will be died. I don't want to hurt anyone. So I have to fix everything. I was trying to get my drivers. but I don't have a car anymore. I wish I did. I think I have gave you a long enough update. but if you have any questions you know how to get me. later Cher

how sad

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 06:50:35 GMT

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